The last few hours have been a rough few hours. I am definitely lost and confused. I don't know what to do again. I'm stuck at that starting gate. But as I was reading my scriptures tonight, I read a verse that I had highlighted earlier this week while at the temple:

"...all this because that Nephi was more faithful in keeping the commandments of the Lord--therefore he was favored of the Lord, for the Lord heard his prayers and answered them..." - Mosiah 10:13

Seriously. Heavenly Father knows exactly what I need, when I need it. As long as I keep the commandments of the Lord and remain faithful, He will answer my prayers. He will always be there when I need help or comfort. He will make my burdens seem light. He will show me that light at the end of the tunnel. I am so thankful for a Heavenly Father who knows me, loves me and is mindful of me. 

"...peace be unto thy soul; thine adversity and thine afflictions shall be but a small moment." - D&C 121:7